I grabbed this chance while the school WiFi is still on by posting some moments quickly
The insecure me has once again being healed my lovely Baby, thanks to him I have gained my momentum back. This is a self reflection for me, to spend some of my time to those who needs especially my surroundings.
Depression can be happened anywhere and anytime regardless which state of form you are. I realised the moment I hit my adult age (27 is the age where I finally admit I am an adult), that I almost fall into depression state countless times. I should be grateful to my innocent (wink) thoughts yet having mental shaped as steel taught by mum does help me passed through depressions without me even realise it.
And not to forgot to my beloved ones, especially my Baby and my close friends, they are playing big parts of my adult life. Without them, I might turned to be someone else. By saying that, I don't know how or what have I done to my part which I can be a help to others. I really want to know.
It's not that I never being told or being expressed by their gratitude toward me. I've been told by friends in different time and place. Yet I have no recollections how did I ended up helping them. Haha. whatever it is, if what they said were true, then I am thankful and glad that I am able to change or assist them in their critical moments of their life.
I am getting hungry but I am a lazy bum. I dislike to cook especially at night. Urgh, thinking on how I have to wash all the dirty dishes afterward...... I might just skip the supper (though I havent take dinner yet)
I know my Baby always using the indirect ways ( well, actually direct) to tell me to sharpen my cooking skill. I am sorry Baby. I can cook but just a normal person cooking, no extravaganza or whatsoever. I will try to cook better,PERHAPS, once we're having children in the future. Haha!
I mean it, once we're married, I will cook more and order less takeaway foods. It will be more if our children are born. I shall make it a 100% home based cooking foods just for you and our kids. Love you. xx
Ok then, til next time.
See you very soon! x
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