Disasters

2014 marked the worst year in the entire history of nations and also world wide.

When I reflected along the journey of 2014, it did contains some wonderful events but the imbalance between the joyful events and disastrous events were amazingly obvious.

From Mother Earth disastrous to Religion wise, it was such ashamed events. I am not talking about sensitivities over here, I wish I could but since freedom of writing is limited, therefore I am limiting my words as much as I could, yet in the same time able to delivered my thoughts to myself and also who is reading this article. Certainly, I would use a very simple English so that nothing complicates or even misunderstanding occurs.

Islamic Nation (formerly ISIS) is currently still active in Middle East. Sadly because of these extremists many people had died through crude techniques such as beheading, burnt, staked etc.. Torturing has becoming common and I could not bear to watch such an event. I dare not witnessing the beheading or crude methods they were using. The people they did were a human, not animals to be done such state. 

No religion asks its followers to do such things, if it does, that is not a religion, that is a FAKE religion, a head of such fake religion claimed themselves as a messenger sent from God. I repeat, NO RELIGION IS BAD EXCEPT FAKE RELIGION. If you pointed out @$&&*$&(%^&% religion is bad, it is not the religion bad but the followers are. The manipulated the Holy Script for their own benefits and thus chaos created. 

That is my pure opinion. None of others concerned and this is my very own opinion. I believe Karma will get you if you  are hurting innocents badly. 

Mother Earth is no man can't denied nor fight it. The Nature Disaster comes when the least you expect. Be it floods, Tsunamis, La Nina and La Nino, etc... No one able to fight it. Disasters happened due to various reasons and it is partly due human's works and partly due to geographical location of a country... and partly due to something that human do that makes our Creator mad. Free thinkers might not have such agreement with me especially the last part of my statement just now. But. If you have a religion, don't you think it somehow relates with the work of God?

 Depending on your perspective country, we have different ways of handling our very own political issues. Be rejoiced if you have such an amazing rulers and be strong if you have.... well... such a less amazing ruler. If elections are around the corner in where ever you are right now, my best advice is: vote wisely.

23rd March 2015 marked a great loss for Singapore as their responsible man for shaping Singapore as it is now, the First Singapore Prime Minister (Former PM) for 31 years of ruling, Mr. Lee Kuan Yew (Harry Lee) has died at the age of 92. This event has made the whole Singapore in mourn state for a week, until this coming Sunday, 29th March 2015. I learnt his name through our High School Textbook. Though it was not much detailed about his retributions but the way he had shaped Singapore is what made me salute of him. If only we have such a charisma and full of leadership leader, I believe our country would not be as it is now. Full of rubbish, illegal immigrants and Corruptions everywhere.

Well. I have said the main points I wanted to mentioned as a reminder for myself through this blog. Will blog again as soon as possible. 

Attitudes when in God's house

So I was attending Sunday Mass last time

There were few teenagers behind me where I was sitting during mass. Brought up as a Catholic in a traditional family, we have been taught to remained silence when the mass in going on. This is due to the fact that we show our respect to God and also in the same time to not disturb others as they are coming there to join the Eucharistic Mass and feel the presence of Abba.

I myself has being teaching the Sunday School since two years ago, so I will constantly telling my kids about respect to not only God but also to people that have attend the service mass. Of all things I teach them, I keep on telling them about my experiences toward bad attitudes that people do during the mass and how I told them that I have shut their mouths off too (the disrespect individuals).

Despite what I have told them, they are doing it exactly as what I have said to some of them. That day, it was my third time telling strangers to shut their mouths off. I know there might some of them hate my guts but I don't see any reasons of why not telling them to do so.

Back to the teenagers as I said before, they were chit chatting whenever the choir started to sing. They followed the service Okay but when the choir started. that's when they talked. I was about to let them go but right after the Communion, there is some time that you need to be absolutely silent, and that for me, I need that space to talk to God. When the choir was singing, that's when either you keep your mouth shut OR join the choir and sing a song while give all the praises to God.

From whispering to talk loudly, I could not stand it anymore,some of them were my kids that I've taught them during the Sunday Class. Yet, sadly enough, they didn't even dare to tell their friend to be quiet. I have to be honest in this point, I am indeed feel disappointed with their attitudes. It is unspoken rules it seemed for community here that they have to remain silent even when things obviously seemed wrong in order to preserve the 'peace'. 

I took the bad role, slashing out my anger (without yelling them loudly) and turned my back to them and told them to fucking shut their mouth or even better, zipped that mouth tightly. They have practically growing up with the church yet they seemed to let thing minor things passed them by. 

It's up to them how they would judge me. I hope they can reflect what they have done wrong in the house of the Lord. 

The Wicked (Witch)- A Story That Back to 3 Years Ago

I went to Victoria Apollo Theatre with Jackie last night, well after Harry Potter Tour though. muahahahahaha! (p/s: this was 3 years ago and I just updating it right now!)

one word to describe the whole thing: AWESOME.

I cried literally.

All these time I frequently hear from Imran or Anderson about how this type of movie (they watched) made them individually can't forget the moments of what they particularly seen AND I finally get the what they meant by that after I went to musical theatre.

The summary of  the whole thing are as following:

1. Elphaba is not a bad witch after all. as a matter of fact, she is not even a witch! Born with natural green in colour, people started gossiping and the kids were calling her an ugly witch!

2. She had been rejected by her mother ever since she was born due to the fact that she has a green skin colour. Her life from the moment she could remember was sad. Depressions, Isolations, Detests were her best friends.

3. She attended a college and get a best friend. She even started to gained a confidence in society. And the best part was she had fallen in love with a guy that didn't care of what she looked like.

4. Something happened and her boyfriend was taken away and she even thought he's dead. She was in her lowest point to the extend she vowed to revenge of her love boy's life that they had taken from her). Even her best friend (please excused me, I just updating my draft blog that I have left untouched for 3 years and I forgot her best friend's name) could not helped her at all as she is full of rages and hatred. (That's when she sang the song  Defying Gravity)

5. She became a witch (and if you happened to remember the story The Oz and the Wizard, where Dorothy defeated the Green Witch, yes, the Green Witch is none other than Elphaba) and at the end she has been defeated and 'died'.

6. Not exactly died, in The Oz and the Wizard, the Witch died, but in this version, she is not dead but she managed to escaped the death. (Glad it was not a sad ending) And eventually just when she thought she has lost completely everything, the boyfriend appeared and proposed to her. They started their new life in their new journey together.

The End. xx

Few Hours of Harry Potter Moment (3 Years Ago Though, I Just Updated This Again)

It's exactly what the title said.

OH. Im PROUDLY PRESENTS my WAND to you. TADAAAAA!!

YESSS YESSSSS. For those who knows this wand, yes, it's exactly what you thought it is. It's ORIGINALLY belonged to Bellatrix Lestrange. but it's mine now. wakakakakak! despite Harry's or Ron's or Hermione's, I bought Betrix's instead. I have had my eyes on her wand for long time, since hers is the most unique, compare to the rest. why?? well.. the picture tells everything. Regardless how beautiful Voldemort's wand (it was so beautiful) or Dumbledore's, nothing could compares to hers.


The place is not that huge as what we saw in the movies. I even went to the famous Diagon Alley. Oh. I even ordered the BUTTERBEER. It tasted like vanilla though. Gosh. I have the best moments of Harry Potter there! xx

updating........ this is the year of 2015...... I will look through my photo albums and will update more pictures from this! 

I Am A Pearl Jade

Even now or then, I remembered my blogs that I have abandon for some time. I am not used to write that much, unless if it is for the sake of business matters. Which it rarely happens. LOL

I wish I can keep on writing. I know I may say this for several time to myself or even via blog but still. The internet speed is one of the reasons that I find it hard to continuously updating my blog. Compare to the previous country that I stayed, the current country I am staying right now has not stable connectivity.

Life's keep going. I am at my happy stage, not even reaching the elated mode, yet (though). I gained many experiences, socializing with different league than I am. It's fun. I think I am fall into the socialising category. There were times I don't think it is useful and it does waste my time but to be honest, through this kind of social activities, I get to know many people and tends to appreciate what God actually provides me.

I still cant proudly say what I currently or will happen in the future but I hope I can say someday that this is what I am doing and I am proud of what I am doing and I am enjoying every single out of it. I believe I have told you my dilemma. I conquered it and I am happy with my decision. Perhaps this is what they said follow your heart. LOL

Marriage is not on my list, not for now. I am not ready to bear such a huge responsibility. Not with the current country I am reside, where the VAT is totally killing the commoners like me. It is sad that there are still some people don't get or grasp the idea of having a sudden high VAT imposing to us. VAT is exist since long ago in this country according to them (I am nor going to cite who are those people) but still, the current VAT that will take place sooner is totally ripped us off. like 200%.

Oh well. If things keep on killing me off, I don't think this country is the best country to start a family, not when every single thing (the basics) has been affected badly and everything risen up while the wage is still far below average.

Whatever. I am a Pearl Jade. I will not turned myself into unpolished pearl just for the sake of some selfish bastards that ruling the current country I am in right now.