I Am A Pearl Jade

Even now or then, I remembered my blogs that I have abandon for some time. I am not used to write that much, unless if it is for the sake of business matters. Which it rarely happens. LOL

I wish I can keep on writing. I know I may say this for several time to myself or even via blog but still. The internet speed is one of the reasons that I find it hard to continuously updating my blog. Compare to the previous country that I stayed, the current country I am staying right now has not stable connectivity.

Life's keep going. I am at my happy stage, not even reaching the elated mode, yet (though). I gained many experiences, socializing with different league than I am. It's fun. I think I am fall into the socialising category. There were times I don't think it is useful and it does waste my time but to be honest, through this kind of social activities, I get to know many people and tends to appreciate what God actually provides me.

I still cant proudly say what I currently or will happen in the future but I hope I can say someday that this is what I am doing and I am proud of what I am doing and I am enjoying every single out of it. I believe I have told you my dilemma. I conquered it and I am happy with my decision. Perhaps this is what they said follow your heart. LOL

Marriage is not on my list, not for now. I am not ready to bear such a huge responsibility. Not with the current country I am reside, where the VAT is totally killing the commoners like me. It is sad that there are still some people don't get or grasp the idea of having a sudden high VAT imposing to us. VAT is exist since long ago in this country according to them (I am nor going to cite who are those people) but still, the current VAT that will take place sooner is totally ripped us off. like 200%.

Oh well. If things keep on killing me off, I don't think this country is the best country to start a family, not when every single thing (the basics) has been affected badly and everything risen up while the wage is still far below average.

Whatever. I am a Pearl Jade. I will not turned myself into unpolished pearl just for the sake of some selfish bastards that ruling the current country I am in right now.