Dilemma

I read this poem before once back when I was just a Junior High School student. I didn't remember the title of that poem anymore but it was about path route of your life that you choose. It uses roads as the metaphor of life. The traveler that was travelling stand in between of two routes, one with the common route that people always travel with and the other one was not favoured by people to walk by.

The traveler stood there, thinking which route he has to take and wondering what would he faced if he choose one of these two routes. I myself is in that kind of situation. I am dilemma. I should be grateful because I am in this stream, a pharmacy stream, which people would say a very good job and a bright future. But on the other hand, I'm getting loose my interest in this field.

So what will happen if I pick a wrong course and later on I will regret it? and what if it could be the other way round? I haven't have any idea which course should I take and how my life will be in the future. I'm not worry about graduate in late age or being ashamed if I am no longer a pharmacy student. What I'm worry most is that what should I do in my life later?

My best friend, also known as my mother, this time, she is fully supports me of changing my course if I think I can't cope it anymore. Unlike last year, she cried and she begged me to not leave this course, my dad also said the same thing. But what made me burden lifted up was when we're on phone 2/3 days ago, she finally gave me green light and said to me: let's don't be greedy and don't force yourself. I want you to have a peaceful and enjoy your study, not torturing you and make you sad.

That is my Mother. I am blessed to have her.


so the poem that I said early, that's how I am now. I don't know how and where life leads me but I think somehow I can manage it. By of course, with the support from my family and friends and of course with God's Will. :)